So much has been happening. I've created a number blog posts in head lately, but my blogging can't seem to keep up with my brain. At this point, I'm not even sure what to blog about. I think I'm on Mommy overload.
Too much is going on and I'm having attention problems. I've tried desperately to not sit and stare at the news for the last few days, but I can't help getting caught up in the Zimmerman trial. (Despite terrible jokes, his lawyer is making an excellent case for self defense.) I can't help tuning in to my radio to hear the latest and greatest about the feud between Governor Perry and Wendy Davis (Still can't figure out how she can argue that the Texas Bill is bad for women--it actually protects both women and babies!) I can't seem to stay off decorating websites and HGTV shows. (Can you blame me? I'm practically living out House Hunters in real life!) And on top of all this, I'm packing up my house, planning my son's birthday party, working on some legal cases, keeping up with my 92 day New Testament read-thru, attempting to cook meals with half of my kitchen in boxes, planning out all the logistics of moving, and still trying to be kind to all those around me who seem to have an opinion about everything going on with my life despite it being none of their business.
Okay, that may have sounded a little harsh. The truth is that I'm not good at being micromanaged. I like to figure things out on my own. And when I want help, I ask for it. Other than that, I like my space. The problem with moving is that nobody gives you space and you are completely at the mercy of all other parties involved. Plus, you get unsolicited advice and opinions from everyone and their brother about what you should or could do with regards to everything from setting up utilities to decorating the new house.
The combination of dealing with other people plus accomplishing everything that I actually have to do are starting to get to me. I have to keep envisioning myself in my happy place--standing on the street corner in Waikiki outside of the Coach and Tiffany's stores sipping a latte and listening to IZ's Somewhere Over the Rainbow. And then I have to give myself the pep talk. "Just 2 more weeks."
In 2 weeks, the hard part will be over. It will be like Finals Week in law school when you've taken your last final and can at least pretend to forget everything you've jammed inside your brain for the past semester. That feeling of "I can finally relax because nothing is pressing or pending at this time." Oh how Mommy can't wait to finally relax! Just 2 more weeks.
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